a bad mood day (?)

last day, thursday, is became a very bad mood day. i planned to go to pantai indah kapuk for swimming with my aunt, my cousins and my brother. we would meet at pik at 2 o'clock buuuuuut my brother had to go to the doctor, fitness, and blablabla so he arrived at home at 3.30. wtf ! then i asked my brother to accompany me to 10 dencies. weeeell i was not really the intention to go there but i tried to make me not so bored in that time. arrived there, a liitle bit too lazy to find some clothes. guess what? i found a skirt that i was looking for a long time. wooow i'm very happy. then i bought neklaces, one from 10dencies, and te other from bintaro plaza {some people called it binplaz or bp or (the worst) "bepe"(what?)}. yesterday is not a bad day but it was a boring day. wish today is not as bad as yesterday :)

thank you my boy

"ich will mit dir fur immer"

"du bist mein ein und dur"

"ich will immer bei dir sein"

"ich will dich nicht verlassen"

"ich liebe dich"

what a wonderful thing

when we did the webcam, he sent me these pictures. thanks for the presents boy :)

new top

last wednesday my order has come. i ordered a skirt at kamar butik. and today i went to siloam hospital to visit my cousin then i went to lippo karawaci mall. i just looked around and found a cute top at gaudi and i bought it. i'm very tired and felt unhealthy today. wish i'll recover immediately.

open fasting with FOULTRATION

last monday, i went to nisa's house and open fasting with FOULTRATION. i miss them blogxiee

speechless

Your love is magical, that's how I feel
But I have not the words here to explain
Gone is the grace for expressions of passion
But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain
To tell you how I feel
But I am speechless, speechless
That's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
When I'm with you I am lost for words, I don't know what to say
My head's spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray
Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside
Nothing's real, but all is possible if God is on my side
When I'm with you I am in the light where I cannot be found
It's as though I am standing in the place called Hallowed Ground
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
I'll go anywhere and do anything just to touch your face
There's no mountain high I cannot climb, I'm humbled in your grace
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Your love is magical, that's how I feel
But in your presence I am lost for words Words like, "I love you."

speechless- Michael Jackson

earthquake attack

today there was a earthquake attack. when it happened, i was in my classroom with my friends. we made jokes with our class advisor. i felt something quake when i sat. i thought, my friend played with my chair but i was wrong. there was an earthquake. everybody in my class was panic. i don't know what my teacher thought, he asked us to go to 4th floor. what a crazy thought ! i couldn't think. i went outside the class and keep walk but i didn't know where i have to go. then one of my friend hold my shoulder and took me to the first floor. so he herd me from third floor to first floor. honestly, i felt scary. what the hell am i? i always felt scary and want to cry. i can't solve my problem by my self. argh god i'm sucks !