birthday [^]

,bloggie, yesterday i went to burger n' grill to celebrate my birthday. actually my birthday is on saturday but i celebrate it on sunday. thanks to kitsep who are part of my life to came to my birthday ceremony, but i was sad because gesha, omay, and keisya couldn't come. i love you guys, always..

it's all gonna be fun

today i got closer and closer with my classmates. they are nice people. then i have another friend, called nana, she's very funny and friendly. i got my all new books and taking photo for ID card last noon. the books are very very heavy. after school, keisya, hadyan, and I went to my previous school, al-azhar BSD. i was very shy to enter that school with my new uniform. there, i met several friends but my lovely ojel wasn't there. she already go home at that time. when i was walking to my school building, i met aya and i hugged her tightly. huhuhu i miss her so much. after that i went home and sleep.

waiting during photo taking and getting books

my classmates

nabila, me, vinda

it's all gonna be fun bloggie and i like it..

first day at (new) school

first i'm very exciting after i arrived in my new school.
jadi tuh ya gue berangkat ikut kakak gue yang udah jemput jam setengah 7, padahal sekolahannya tuh baru masuk jam 7.15. nyampe sana kaya orang ling-lung gitu deh. mana (my best) ecaaa belom dateng. vinda, my first friend in that school, hadn't arrive yet. yaudah deh cuma keliling aja. trus ngumpul di hall, dengerin orang-orang ngomong, ke kelas, istirahat, oh iyaaa pas istirahat sumpah gue kaya orang bego. gue tuh laper banget ya tapi disamping malu, gue gak ngerti cara beli nya. eh ada si dzimar lewat, nanya dia deh akhirnya. olaaaaaaa i ate. nah pas makan ada kumpulan angkatan gue gitu deh yaudah deh akhirnya bareng and now i have many friends there. i like to meet new people. oh iyaaa ada satu lagi temen sekelas gue namanya nabila. she's kind, absolutely. later i will show their face.

naah pas nyampe rumah gue langsung makan, minum obat, langsung tidur. i was ill bloggie. huhu gak enak bangett. gue baru ngerasain sakit gara-gara (mungkin) mikirin sesuatu, parno sama sesuatu. i hope this feeling will be end soon.

so deep of hurt

bloggie..
gimana rasanya kalo kita dijauhkan sama orang yang kita sayang? entah itu gara-gara keadaan ataupun paksaan. sakit yang sangat dalam. apalagi kalo kita sadar bahwa kita udah sangat bisa menyayangi orang itu kembali? kenapa gak dulu aja kejadian ini terjadi? disaat gue udah bisa ngelepas dan jauh dari orang yang gue sayang. sekarang gue bingung banget harus ngelakuin apa. mungkin sekarang kita harus ngejauh untuk sementara, tapi suatu saat nanti, disaat kita udah bisa nunjukkin ke "mereka" dan buat "mereka" bangga, kita bisa ngelakuin apa aja yang kita mau. be patient ya. as you know, tangan gue gak berenti gemeteran dari tadi. sampe sekarang juga, kenapa ya? apa mungkin karena gue takut? takut akan apa yang akan terjadi besok-besok? apa gue harus nepatin janji gue? atau malah ngelanggar? i'm falling to the deepest part and know i'm trying to keep smile.

Smile
though your heart is aching,
Smile
Even though it's breaking,
When there are clouds in the sky- You'll get by,
If you
Smile through your fear and sorrow,
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through- For you.
Light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness,
Although a tear may be ever so near,
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile- What's the use of crying,
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile.

smile-charlie chaplin

my last holiday weekend

helloooo bloggie, yesterday, i went to itc kuningan ambasador with my friend, dinda, with trans bsd. i'm looking for skirt buuuuuuut there wasn't any skirt i like so i just bought opaque and a few of accessories. at night, i went to senayan city with my family for eating at takigawa, japanese food, and i found a pair cute flat shoes then i bought it. todaaaaaaay, i came to daughter's my father's friend wedding. do you get it? (jadi tuh anak temen bokap gue nikah) and do you know what? i'm really love eyeliner. haha. after that i went to mayestik.
aaaah susah banget pake bahasa inggris. hahaha dasar gue udik. jadi yah tadi tuh pas di mayestik gue kan pake kebaya modern gitu sama legging, yaaaa wajar aja abis kondangan, and i didn't bring any t-shirt. jadi yaaa gue pake baju kayak gitu dengan alas kaki sepasang sendal hotel. aduh malu sih tadi tapi yasuuuud laaaaaah gak ada yang kenal gue ini. i'm looking for black tile dan tadi pas lewat situ yaudah deh mampir. FYI, i want to make something with my hands. do you want to know? just stay tunned here..




these are few accessories which i bought in ITC kuningan.
goodbye, xoxo clara :p

my inspiration

ooooooooooooh my... they are my inspiration. they are soo cool and i like them very very much. can i be like them? haha i wish !

irina lazareanu

cory kennedy